Sometimes another New Year has come and gone and you have to try everything in your sweet existence to create your very own happily ever after. Nevertheless you somehow find yourself carelessly falling asleep on the merry go round of broken dreams. While dreaming of last years past of broken dreams. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel it is completely up to you to be the change you truly madly deeply want to see. Sweet Lovely after all this is your life. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel truly madly deeply live the life that you always wanted to live. After all if you don’t make it happen who will Sweet Lovely? Don’t dream your life live your dream mmmmmmmmm ya.

صباح الخير (Good morning) World Fitters

How are you Lovelies? I’m doing all right thankfully? No that is not true Lovelies. I’m not doing alright to be perfectly imperfectly honest. Sweet Lovelies we all have happy new year wishes we want to accomplish. Nonetheless last years past of broken dreams want to join us and make a wish for themselves. World Fitters as many of us know many of us makes new years resolutions and enviably don’t follow through. Ya Lovelies eventually the magic of the new year fades away and life always happens. Such is the situation for me World Fitters. The negativity of gray slowly incapacitating the blue of my life. Nevertheless Lovelies I have to stay strong. I have to truly madly deeply fight for the life that I want ya. No another year will not past without me living my very own happily ever after mmmmmmmmmmmmm ya

Sometimes another New Year has come and gone and you have to try everything in your sweet existence to create your very own happily ever after. Nevertheless you somehow find yourself carelessly falling asleep on the merry go round of broken dreams. While dreaming of last years past of broken dreams. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel it is completely up to you to be the change you truly madly deeply want to see. Sweet Lovely after all this is your life. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel truly madly deeply live the life that you always wanted to live. After all if you don’t make it happen who will Sweet Lovely? Don’t dream your life live your dream mmmmmmmmmmm ya. Ya Lovelies I have to make it happen some how ya. Yesterday Lovelies I went on a second date with a guy. I wont give his name due to privacy. After the date I ended the whole dating relationship as I saw that it just was not going to work. Lovelies every since the two guys that ever meant anything to me ended our love promise. I have been scared to be intimately involved with anyone. As a matter of fact this year on April will make it 3 years with no intimacy. I don’t date for long and the relationship ends quickly. I promise Lovelies this will be the last time that I do this. I need special me time in which I just date myself. I’m in a bad situation and I need to fix that first as well. I need to work on myself firstly. Needless to say World Fitters I was in tears after texting and blocking him. I knew it had to be done nonetheless it was really hard for me. I was so upset that I didn’t do all the work I needed to do as I was unable to think straight. I’m glad that I did some work though. ??This morning World Fitters I woke up on the merry go round of broken dreams with a headache from thinking and worrying too much. Lovelies this is a New Year. I guess people are right when they say old habits die hard. Nevertheless I need to make the change for the new year. Lovelies I hope your new year resolution have a better beginning then mines. Stay blessed Lovelies mmmmmmmmmmmm ya.

Bye,