Hi Lovelies, good evening from me here in beautiful New York. I’m actually very excited to be back to blogging and sharing my sweet thoughts with you all. I remember originally when I created this blog. I was overweight and was being told by my doctor that I should try to lose some weight. Needless to say, that was a very difficult time for me. I was constantly being told how I looked better skinny and asked why I let myself lose my beauty. They all made it seem like they were concerned about my health when I did not gain that much weight, that my health would be impacted. Also, shopping was no longer fun anymore because it was hard to find clothes that fit my bigger body. My life was in turmoil, and I was not happy at all. Then creating this website brought the blue back in my eyes. As I really wanted to support others going through the same situation as I was.

Now I’m currently going through something entirely different. I have lost a lot of weight. Now people are saying I’m too skinny. See you can’t ever please anyone truly. I’m currently trying to gain weight, and it is not easy as one would think. I have to go back to weighing myself daily and see my progress. I have created a page where you can see my entire wight journey. The real journey is myself love. That is where all my perfect imperfections fit in.

I realized that I have not taken much pictures because of my insecurities with how I look. Which is very problematic as I can’t post much pictures on my modeling page. Do you guys undersatnd where I’m coming from? Sometimes we are the only ones holding ourselves back from doing the things we absolutely love doing. For instance you know how much I enjoy walking. I have not been doing that since last year because of things currently going on in my life and my perfectly imperfect self-doubt. I always try to be authentic with you all. Let you guys know what is actually going on in my life. In hope of supporting and helping you. Feel free to share your own unique experiences in the comment section. I will do a broader journey overview at the aniversay of this webite which is late this summer. As always I hope you are doing well and I will see you all very soon. Take care with love.