Sometimes you just need some time to heal from last years past scatter pieces of your soul are every which way leading to a forevermore full of uncertainty heal your broken heart my darling you are beautiful.
Good morning World Fitters
Como la flo, how are you? I hope you are doing good World Fitters. I myself am a bit hurt and broken hearted. As I told you on my last post me and Ebrima Tambedou broke up. I swear when you are single is when you all of a sudden start noticing all the couples around you. For instance I was watching Tamera Mowry and her husband tell there love story about how they met. Of course it was all cute and made you want to find the same kind of love. I’m such s hopeless romantic when I give my heart I give my all always. I always wonder why I keep having such bad luck with man? I’m a sweet girl with a heart of gold. Nevertheless I have to stop giving pieces of my heart to the wrong forevermore. Oh God please give me some of your healing power!
Sometimes you just need some time to heal from last years past scatter pieces of your soul are every which way leading to a forevermore full of uncertainty heal your broken heart my darling you are beautiful. Yes World Fitters I have some serious healing left to do. I just need to spend some quality time with myself and try to figure out why I keep attracting these bad commitment fearing man. Even the guys that seems like the perfect package turns out to be complete douch bags (sorry excuse my French). I’m so ready to find the one. The one who accepts me for me and loves me just as I’m. I know I have a few things to fix in my life as well. I’m working on myself World Fitters I promise. I do want to become a better women for me and my future significant other. Right now I’m just going to focus on myself and my business. I promise no new boyfriend anytime soon. Have a beautiful day Lovelies!
Bye,
Love is love and my heart will burn for you forever.
Sometimes the best and only motivation you will ever need comes from deep inside your perfectly imperfect soul your baby blues are so bright and beautiful waiting for a forevermore worth fighting for mmmmmm ya.
Good morning World Fitters
Como estas? How are you doing this beautiful early morning? I hope you are doing frantastic enjoying this new year full of hopes and everlasting dreams. I woke up today with my heart signing and with a great smile on my face. I woke up today and for that I will forever be thankful for. Some of you may know that I have decided to take the DNA test. I have been wondering about my father and what other things I maybe mixed with. So my curiosity have gotten the best of me and I finally took the My Heritage DNA test. Just waiting for my results. Doing all this deep soul searching have gotten me motivated to learn more about my African roots. What are the natural black negro features? Which lead me to finding out about Destiny Harrison untimely death.
Sometimes the best and only motivation you will ever need comes from deep inside your perfectly imperfect soul your baby blues are so bright and beautiful waiting for a forevermore worth fighting for mmmmmm ya. World Fitters today I feel especially motivated. It’s a new year with a new start. I don’t want to continue doing things that are not healthy and wont benefit me. Mostly I want to be a better women. I want to grow my business Frans Online Business INC and want to find a great guy to spend my life with. I want to start my family and grow my empire and I have faith World Fitters there is someone out there for me. As you can tell World Fitters I’m single again. I have found Ebrima Tambedou to not be a good guy as he pretended to be. So I will be single for a bit as I now have a problem trusting man. Nevertheless I’m still here and am well which is something I’m truly thankful for praise God. Unfortunately Destiny Harrison was not as lucky. Destiny was a business owner at just the impressionable age of 21 years old. She owned three beauty salons and was a go getter. Nevertheless jealousy and envy took out her bright blue eyes and dim it into a forevermore that she never wanted to be a part of. She was shot on December 21, 2019 while working at her beauty salon at Baltimore Maryland. This story really hit home for me World Fitters as I’m a business owner who wants to succeed. I don’t want to dream my life I want to live my dream. I promise 2020 will be my Franchy year is all I’m going to say for now. Stay tune, have a lovely day and night in the world.
Sometimes the end is really the beginning of a new try at a forevermore that is worthy of your beautiful soul make each day count like it is your last chance for true happiness be blue be you mmmmmmm ya.
Good morning World Fitters
How are you doing in the world? I’m doing ok actually preparing my self for the upcoming year ya. I really can’t wait to see what the new year has in store for me. I hope it is all good though ya. 🙂 When I created this blog back on 2015 I didn’t really know what to expect actually. I just know that I have been teased about my body too much and wanted to help and connect with others going through the same situation. The year 2020 will make loseweightandfeelgreatwithfran.com 5 years old. That is a triumpth of its own ya. As 2019 draws to a close I want to say thank you all for allowing me to share my perfectly imperfect life with you all. Hope you stay around for many more years ya. 🙂
Sometimes the end is really the beginning of a new try at a forevermore that is worthy of your beautiful soul make each day count like it is your last chance for true happiness be blue be you mmmmmmm ya. We all deserve every bit to be happy. I know I’ve said that so many times that’s because it is true. There is never a good reason to sulk and feel sorry for yourself. What good does that do? All you are doing is wasting prcious moments that you will never get back. For instance when I was in my late teens and early twenties I was very depress and unhappy when I was suppouse to be young and free. Now you know what, that time is gone forever and now I’m heading for my 40’s ? The truth is World Fitters time is flying. 2020 is almost here and is ready to make a grand entrance. At this time I would like to say good bye to two spreacial people that I lost on 2019. The first being my grandma (momma) Julia Jean 12/8/1925 to 9/12/2019 and my friends mom who was a very sweet women and I very much appreciated her friendship Clara Skeete. A lot of bad things happened to me on 2019 namely losing my Facebook account that threw my life for a spin. Nevertheless I still am here I made it and for that I’m forever greatful for praise God. Have a beautiful day or night in the world mmmmmn ya.
Sometimes you don’t need the New Year to start a new whenever you feel like you had enough self doubt and you desperately want a change look up at the blue skies, skies the limit create a brand new blue of you.
Hola, Good morning World Fitters
Happy New Years World Fitters. This morning I woke up with a big goofy smile on my face. I’ve made it another year praise God. There are so many things I wish to accomplish this year. I really want to grow my business Frans Online Business INC. Additionally I want to be more consistent with all my business endeavors. Not that when 2019 last year rolled in I didn’t want the same thing because I did. Nonetheless life happens and all things I wanted to accomplish I didn’t. To be honest I feel a little disappointed in myself. Last year should’ve been the year unfortunately it wasn’t. Nevertheless we dont need a New Year to start a brand new forevermore we just have to make the choice.
Sometimes you don’t need the New Year to start a new whenever you feel like you had enough self doubt and you desperately want a change look up at the blue skies, skies the limit create a brand new blue of you. I guess it is kind of contradicting to say that you don’t need it to be a New Year for a fresh start being that it is the New Year. Nonetheless it is true. You don’t have to wait to start a new life you just got to believe. World Fitters if you are going to be sucessful you have to believe in yourself. Believing in myself have been something I struggle with through out my life. Even now from time to time I doubt myself. I think I wont suceed why try? Another thing I have been doubting is my new relationdhip with Ebrima. I start thinking it wont workout because of the distance. We have decided to work it out and give it a try. To be honest this is the first time a guy asked me to marry him and I’m scared to death. We will see how it goes cross your fingers for me World Fitters. I want to wish you a happy New Year Lovelies. May this year all your dreams come true.
Sometimes things are not always as they seem you have to really open your baby blues and discover the truth from within at times we can choose to be blind as we dont want to glimpse into a forevermore that is shattered with broken dreams.
Bonjour World Fitters
Comment vas-tu (how are you)? I’m good thankful to be able to see another day and create my perfectly imperfect life. World Fitters I’ve gather that after reading a few of my posts you have collected a few pieces of my soul and have concluded that I’m a very sweet girl. Indeed I’m very sweet and kind just as you thought. I want to help everyone and wish homelessness and poverty was no more. For instance I remember once when I was walking out side I saw a women and her child she asked for five dollars I have it so I gave it to her it was really that simple to me. Another time I was at a Burger King by my house a man left a lot of money on the counter by me I could of easily taken it but I didn’t. Instead I told him that he almost forgot his money on the counter. He looked shocked and it was then he told me that there was two thousand dollars in total. The thought of taking the money never crossed my mind that’s simply not me. As you look at some of my pictures you would notice I’m black. However if my picture was not available you may have thought I was white base on how I think and write. The way many people view African Americans don’t really relate to me personally. I’m black but not actually black ya. There is far more to me then my skin color things are not as always as they seem.
Sometimes things are not always as they seem you have to really open your baby blues and discover the truth from within at times we can choose to be blind as we don’t want to glimpse into a forevermore that is shattered with broken dreams. Yes World Fitters some people rather not see the truth and live in a fantasy world. For the most part most black people struggle fianancilly and socially. Some children grow up to use drugs in order to numb their pain. Of course not only black people struggle people from all races experience a life that is far from perfect. A life with many regrets and lost dreams are experience world wide at different intensities. World Fitters I would like to say I’m here for you seriously. If you would like to talk you can contact me via my social medias for now currently working on creating a bussiness email. If you Google my business Frans Online Business INC you can find a way to contact me directly. Please don’t abuse and take advantage of my kind heart only contact me for serious matters as that is my bussiness phone thank you. I’m here to help World Fitters. 🙂 Futhermore I hope my blog can always be a safe haven for you to relax and, be you, be blue. If you have something you would like to say that can be helpful to everyone please comment below as you never know who could use your help. Below I will also put a link of one of my Facebook Page where you can message me as well. Just be sure to let me know who you are and where you are from so there wont be any confusion. I love you all have a bless day or night in the world ya.
“Sometimes pass mistakes can serve as a stepping pedestal to help you reach your full potential instead of being a serge of regrets to beat yourself over after all we all make mistakes we are all perfectly imperfect.”
Hola Good Morning World Fitters
How are you doing today? I hope you are doing fine and all is well in your world ya. Today I got up really early as I’m trying to change my sleeping patterns just in time for the New Year. I honestly can’t wait for 2020 as I know a lot is about to change next year. I supposed it is my thoughts of the New Year and my inevitable thought of the past That has kept my blue eys open. Sometimes when we think about the future the past can’t resist making a few apperances here and there (yes at times many appearnces). 🙂 We think about past relationships, past lost loves, and pass mistakes. World Fitters no one is perfect so we all have made some kind of mistakes in our life. We all have done something we wish we hadn’t. Unfortunately we can’t go back in time and fix our past baby blues. We must accept and own up to past griviences. We must not dwell and feel sorry for ourselves we must use our past mistakes as stepping stones to a promising forevermore ya.
“Sometimes pass mistakes can serve as a stepping pedestal to help you reach your full potential instead of being a serge of regrets to beat yourself over after all we all make mistakes we are all perfectly imperfect.” Yes I’m perfectly imperfect World Fitters. Hence this blog displaying all my wondefully beautiful imperfections ya. That’s right I have scars, brusies, beauty marks, and gray hair. Yes I’m ok with that it is perfectly fine I’m not a barbie I’m a real life person trying to live her very best life. Moreover though it was more difficult to accept and forgive myself for past mistakes. I have done so by easing myself with self love and by getting more comfortable within my own skin. World Fitters the truth of the matter is that making mistakes is a part of life that we all must go through in order to cultivate into a better person. I don’t think making a mistake in itself is a bad thing what is bad is if you don’t us the mistake as a stepping pedestal. Meaning if don’t learn anything from your mistake and take a greater better step to your beautiful forevermore. For insatnce one mistake I’m known to make is going from one relationship into the next one without proper healing. For my current realtionship I took about a year to heal and grow which I believe is sufficient enough what do you think? I think I’m more in love with myself that even if this one doesn’t workout I will continue being my perfectly imperfect self. Have a perfecty imperfect day World Fitters.
Sometimes a New Year can feel like many years of lost dreams past it’s up to you to make it different and make it a brand new blue of you by creating a forevermore worthy of being your very own mmmmmm ya.
Good morning World Fitters
Hi there World Fitters. How are you in the world? I hope you are frantastic living your very best life ya. 🙂 So it is after Christmas it looks like I will be doing trailer checks today as well if you guys didn’t know I ended up working on Christmas day. It was a good day I’m not complaining I enjoy my job and my boss is a nice guy. 🙂 It’s deffinately a job I see myself continue doing into the New Year. As you guys are day dreaming about 2019 coming to an end ya sweet dreams. Me I want 2020 to be a great year for Frans Online Bussiness INC. While I’m making money paying my bills it is still a struggle. I’ve always said I don’t want to live pay check to pay check as I don’t want to be a liar in 2020 it will stop. Frans Online Business INC will be well and very healthy next year. I already have my business verify by Google I just need to keep working and keep it moving. 🙂 The truth of the matter is World Fitters 2020 can be the exact same as lost dreams past if you don’t create a brand new blue of you.
Sometimes a New Year can feel like many years of lost dreams past it’s up to you to make it different and make it a brand new blue of you by creating a forevermore worthy of being your very own mmmmmm ya. World Fitters I’m thirty seven and I sometimes wonder how I got to be this age? Time deffinately flies and doesn’t ever wait for you to catch up yes life goes on. With 2020 on it’s way it seems kind of shocking really. Literally it seems just like a few monthes we just welcome 2019. Nevertheless it is really up to us to make it a New Year full of pupose World Fitters. What is it that you wish to acomplish World Fitters? I have so many things I want to acomplish that I don’t think there is enough space on my entire blog laugh out loud. 🙂 Seriously I have so much I want to do to help! I have felt that way ever simce I was young World Fitters. I believe I begin feeling that way at nine years of age by then I knew I was different, I was special. I wanted you all to know that you all are special to me as well. The truth is without you all there would be no Frans Online Business INC. I really appreciate every post you read and allow me to share my perfectly imperfect life. Thank you for caring I love you all!
Sometimes it really isn’t about all the presents underneath the Christmas tree or the many amount of money one may have spent for what truly counts are the well wishes for the future in which you can build your forevermore upon.
Good morning World Fitters
Merry Christmas World Fitters. How are you doing this beautiful Christmas morning? I’m fine just typing this blog entry before I head to work. Yes I have to do trailer checks at Regal Battery Park. Additionally I have to do some work for my business Frans Online Business INC as well so it will be a pretty busy day today. My boyfriend also told me he will be doing some work at his business as well. To be honest world Fitters today actually feels like a normal day. I have to work as usual and do some work around my apartment. I know most adults believe Christmas is for children as you get older and usually can afford what you want Christmas and presents lose their luster.
Sometimes it really isn’t about all the presents underneath the Christmas tree or the many amount of money one may have spent for what truly counts are the well wishes for the future in which you can build your forevermore upon. World Fitters I tell you there are many last minute shoppers right here in New York and all over actually. Personally I rather do it online as I don’t want to wait on long lines. Nonetheless why do we go so crazy for presents that we are willing to wait so long to buy our love ones there favorite item on there list? When I was a kid I never really got a lot of presents. I would get just one present or maybe two. When I see my brother and sisters getting more presents then me I would feel really badly. Why because I didn’t feel as loved. We all need to stop using presents to tell our loved ones how much we love them. It’s not about all the presents underneat the tree truely. What counts is the genuine love behind the present itself. We feel appreciated that someone was thinking about us. World Fitters you are never too far away in my thoughts either. I love you all and wanted to wish you a very Merry Christmas.
Sometimes as the end draws in closer it is not as it was expected our perfectly imperfect lifes were not flashing before our eyes instead shattered pieces of our soul were becoming picture perfect as the dots began to line up we must try to live our very best life and pray that the dots line up to our forevermore.
Good morning World Fitters
How are you? I’m great just penning another frantastic blog post just for you. 🙂 If you guys didn’t know my grandmother took her place in heaven on September 12, 2019. She was very sick so much so that she got me sick as well. I’m still trying to heal from the wounds that she caused me. My grandmother was not perfect by any stretch of my imagination. She made a lot of mistakes one that she would take to her grave. Nevertheless no matter through all the trails of tribulations that she experienced in her life she was always proud to be a mother. In the end she had many children many more decedents are on their way as I too want to have my own family. As 2019 gradually come to an end I began thinking about where I want to be in my life. Where I want my business Frans Online Business INC to be next in my perfectly imperfect journey which I call my life. World Fitters as your forevermore ends another chapter where do you see your next step into eternity?
Sometimes as the end draws in closer it is not as it was expected our perfectly imperfect lifes were not flashing before our eyes instead shattered pieces of our soul were becoming picture perfect as the dots began to line up we must try to live our very best life and pray that the dots line up to our forevermore. My grandma was Julia Jean she was 93 years old when she died. That is a lot longer then a lot of people are able to experience. I always try to tell her how lucky she was to be able to see so many sunlights and sunsets. Nonetheless as she was sick she couldn’t see the beauty of her eternity. Life is whatever you make of it World Fitters. You only get in life what you put in. Nobody is able to line up your dots to your forevermore. You have to fight for the life that you so desperately want and need! Many of us wonder what our death will be like? Will it be the most painful or the most painless peaceful death? The answer to that is predetermined in how we live our life. I remember the story of the two indian couple who fall to their death at Yosmite National Park. I would see some pictures of then taking pctures near cliffs and would think to myself I hope they are very carful. I can almost see the Grim Reaper standing by because he knows one day they would meet for eternity. World Fitters becareful of the choices you make. Be very appreciative of every breath that you take because one day you will take your very last. Have a lovely day!
Sometime you have to put an end to whatever is illing you and taking the blue out of your eyes. Be well beautiful and take care of your perfectly imperfect body. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel you matter and are very important. Moreover Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel all your perfect imperfections contribute to the beautiful world. Sweet Lovely your impact can be negative and make this sparkling blue sphere go round and round on the merry go round of broken dreams. Contrastingly you can truly madly deeply reveal your true blue self flaws and all. To be the change you always wanted to see. Sweet Lovely did you know all your flaws are what truly madly deeply make you so beautiful? Sweet Lovely last years past of broken dreams is just a stepping stone to the happily ever after you always wanted. We all become what we think about think blue and be you.
Bonjour (Good morning) World Fitters
How are you? I’m good World Fitters just a bit on the tired side. In case I did not mention before my Grandmother Julia Jean died on September 12, 2019. It was the day after my brother Samuel Noel celebrated his birthday. It was a very sad day nevertheless she was very sick and we knew she would take her place in Haven soon. What I did not count on was the fact she was going to get me very sick. The first time she got me sick was on November 2018 at Thanksgiving. I had a bad rash accompanied with a cold. The second time that she got me sick was at her death as I went to look at her body. This time I feel like she really got me sick the rash seemed even worse this time and also accompanied with pain. As she never got an autopsy I will never know exactly what she passed on to me. Nevertheless I have to head to the doctor to see if they can put an eternal end to this illness.
Sometime you have to put an end to whatever is illing you and taking the blue out of your eyes. Be well beautiful and take care of your perfectly imperfect body. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel you matter and are very important. Moreover Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel all your perfect imperfections contribute to the beautiful world. Sweet Lovely your impact can be negative and make this sparkling blue sphere go round and round on the merry go round of broken dreams. Contrastingly you can truly madly deeply reveal your true blue self flaws and all. To be the change you always wanted to see. Sweet Lovely did you know all your flaws are what truly madly deeply make you so beautiful? Sweet Lovely last years past of broken dreams is just a stepping stone to the happily ever after you always wanted. We all become what we think about think blue and be you. Yes indeed I know I have to go to the doctor and see what illness my grandmother has given me. Nonetheless there are other illnesses that are not physical at all but can still impact your health for the negative. What I’m talking about is low self esteem. I never truly appreciated how having a low self esteem can really create a forevermore that could forever be hunting. When you don’t love yourself you don’t take that much care with your appearance. Your face loses it beauty and the blue start dimming it’s light from your eyes. Having a low self esteem can be very debilitating. Though it is not an illness that kills you within itself. Nonetheless it can be very much terminal to your dreams. For example, before I started doing my web modeling job I was going through some work that I just have not been doing for whatever reason. I shake my head as I did not want 2020 to be another year I let pass and don’t build Frans Online Business INC and Francesca Etheart INC. This year have already started differently as I took a test that really change my view about my own life. Rose my sister moved to Washington to open her own restaurant and I’m very proud of her. Patricia my other sister is working two jobs so that she can move to Pennsylvania. As it is Cheaper then New York but close enough to visit. World Fitters I have talked about having a low self-esteem throughout this website. I feel it is an illness that must of us suffer from at different points in our life. Some people deal with it better and some people turn to drugs to numb there pain. There is no right way or wrong way to deal you just have to choose the pact that is best for you. World Fitters I’ve always shown that I’m real and not fake. I have real problems and I never try to hide it from you guys. It is my hope you learn from my perfectly imperfect mistakes. Having a low self-esteem and flaws can be the most beautiful thing in the world. Which shows your mortality
Bye,
In remembrance of Julia Jean. She wasn’t a great mother but she tried her very best. Born into poverty with no education. She wanted better for her children so she put them all in school. For example, she helped my mother get into a really good school so that she would have a better future. She was a mother of four and a grandmother to many. When looking back at her perfectly imperfect life her greatest achievement she truly felt was being a mother. Another great achievement was when my mother brought her to New York later on in her perfectly imperfect life. She had a chance at the American dream. which is come from poverty and make your dreams come true like the Jackson Five. She is partly the reason I’m the women I’m today so hard working and determine. No we don’t look a like nonetheless we share something greater love. I will always have respect for her as she was the one who cared for me and my sister when my mother went to America to create a better life for us. I love you Momma close your beautiful blue eyes and rest easy mmmmmmmmmm ya.