Hello there, Lovelies. How are you? Today was not a particularly good day for me because my housing situation is in question again, as my mother is trying to sell the house. I can not begin to explain the level of anxiety that this whole situation has caused me. I’m in New York and have been renting out my apartment since I was 27. Now I’m 43 years old. Nevertheless, I’m trying to choose happiness. “Happiness is widely considered a conscious, daily choice to cultivate well-being by managing your mindset, focusing on gratitude, and finding meaning rather than relying solely on external circumstances.”
Indeed, for the betterment of our well-being, it is best to choose happiness each day. Change our mindset to see the positive side of things. Ya, Lovelies, I’m a chronic worrier and pessimistic woman. It is difficult to calm down and meditate. Moreover, choosing to be delighted and positive during life hardships can be very difficult. Which is why negative thoughts constantly move through my mind. One negative thought after another. More specifically, negative thoughts about me having no place to live kept going through my mind. Negative feelings towards my brother and mother are slowly creeping in. Lovelies, I have no idea what is going to happen, and I’m a bit scared of not knowing. I did make a promise to myself if things don’t go according to plan. I will keep you all updated, as usual, in an authentic way. Ya Lovlies, I’m as real as it gets. I go there 10 times over. Please keep me in your thoughts as I navigate this difficult time in my life. I will see you all next time. Bye, take care of yourself.
