Sometimes the more things change the more I stay the same.

By Francesca Etheart, for your well being

Bonjour World Fitters.

Today was another extraordinary day as I was alive to see it. I’m thankful to God for allowing me another day when so many others were not so lucky. Although I’m not feeling well today I still have an optimistic outlook for what the rest of the day has to offer. I’m currently experiencing pain and bloating ladies you know what time on the month it is. Yesterday after visiting the hospital I did a little shopping in the mall then went to my neighborhood Rite Aide to see if I have something to alleviate some of my discomforts. I took some pills today but they don’t seem to be working as I’m too sick to work today. This is becoming quite the problem as I’m missing too many days of work. I remember when I was younger my period was always a problem affecting my day to day life. I myself was always a sweet girl that deal with the pain the best that I can.

Sometimes the more things change the more I stay the same. I swear sometimes I feel like I’m still sixteen years old still an innocent girl trying to get to know the world around me. Nonetheless, things have changed drastically and I’m currently 36 years old. However, when you truly get to know me you quickly realize I’m still that innocent girl with big blue eyes.  I Still have a critical amount of low self-esteem and self-doubt that I need to change. I’m perfectly imperfect and I’m a work in progress who just need some time. World Fitters today I will take half the day off as I’m not feeling good. Its been one year since I took the whole day off I’m happy to say. Now I have no more days off just part of the day off as I still need time for me. I know I know so what’s your point Franchy? Today I saw a story about two Indian travel bloggers who fall off a cliff at Yosemite National Park. This happened around my birthday on October 25 of last year. During that time I remember thinking I didn’t want my birthday to come as I was going to be one year older. Vishnu Viswanath and Meenakshi Moorthy 29 and 30 will never get the chance to see 36. They didn’t get a chance to welcome the new year I’m sure they had plans like many of us do. I truly feel badly about hearing of their passing as I admired Meenakshi free spirit they seemed like a great couple still in love. Life forever cut short by one bad decision. World Fitters I said this not even a thousand times because it is one of the greatest quotes of life “don’t dream your life live your dream.”

Bye,