All posts by Francesca Franchy

Francesca is a blogger and freelancer in the New York area. Writing and helping people is her passion she hopes that you are enjoying getting into her Franchy mind. If you would like to know her better visit https://www.myearninglifegog82.com/p/about-fran.html?showComment=1548829755687

Franchys Off together On The Merry Go Round Of Broken Dreams

Hi Lovelies how are you doing? I doing alright really can’t complain ya. I truly hope you are having a frantastic day wherever you are in the world. Just a heads up to let you all know I will be going back to working outside my home. As I truly need to supplement my income. I realize that it is really never a good idea to put all your eggs in one whole basket. After all life happens now what do you do if that basket fell or something? Now your main way of supporting yourself and your perfectly imperfect family is truly madly deeply ruin.

You help me I help you mindset is always best.

When I first thought about starting my very own perfectly imperfect business I always believed that I just want to help my very own dreams grow. I don’t want to work for somebody else anymore making their dreams come true. Well now after some thought and a few years as primarily working own my own perfectly imperfect dreams I have had a change of heart. I always said there is nothing wrong working for someone. I still stand by that idea. Moreover I started thinking more practical I help you with your dream and you help me with mine. A beautiful wonderful blue partnership where everyone wins yay. That said I still am primarily self employed and will be so till the day I die. I just now also work to help other dreams grow.

I truly want to help, welcome back daily dose of self love.

Yes Lovelies the daily dose of self love are coming back with more great inspiration to help you through your perfectly imperfect days. It is my true hope that I do inspire you to live your very best life ever. Additionally there will be other posts to suite your fancy if the daily dose just doesn’t do it for you. As always I’m open to suggestions drop me a line and let me know what you truly madly deeply think? I truly love you all Lovelies have a blessed safe day in the world.

Bye,

How cute is this Lovelies ??????????????

2021 Franchys MY Weight Loss Update.

Hi Lovelies, how are you all doing this beautiful wonderful morning? I’m doing well just tired as I have been truly madly deeply working hard on my businesses. Sweet Lovelies I honestly can’t believe that we are not really that far from Christmas and the New Year. Moreover my self love journeys anniversary is coming up on November right after my perfectly imperfect birthday. World Fitters I know it is not too often we talk about weight loss and the importance of taking care of your perfectly imperfect body. The reason for that is I really believe that your weight is your business and not something you necessarily have to share with the world. To be honest I always feel uncomfortable when someone is discussing my body and how they believe it should look. Nevertheless, seeing how it is our self love birthday month I thought it to be very appropriate.

Where am I now with my weight loss?

I’m at a very comfortable weight. I love my body and how it looks. I don’t think I ever truly hated my body. I was just listening too much to what other people thought about my body. World Fitters I know I care too much about what people think in general. For instance I have this neighbor that was constantly bothering me about my belly and how it looks. Truth be told I’m seriously annoyed by him. Next time he mentions about what he likes and doesn’t like I’m finally going to say something enough is enough already seriously. World Fitters I truly hope you all see the true beauty of your perfect imperfections. If your big and beautiful that is perfectly ok. Don’t let anyone tell you differently.

Yes I’m a working progress and that is truly madly deeply beautiful mmmmmmmmmm ya. ??????????

What’s next Franchy?

Lovelies on my self love anniversary I will post a follow up post. While what I weight is truly madly deeply not what this web-blog is about. Nonetheless, it is the foundation of what this business was build on always. I suppose I have to think the rude people who help me create this beautiful wonderful website. World Fitters this is truly madly deeply a non judgement zone full of love. I love you all and want you all to live your very best life ever. Have a great day ya.

My Franchy Update FoR You With Love.

Sometimes words are truly madly deeply not enough to suffice my very Franchy gratitude Lovelies. I truly appreciate all your loving support throughout the years that I have been online. As mention before this is our self love birthday month. Thank you for showing me much love. I love you too.

Truly Love You.

That’s right I do love you all truly madly deeply. Without you all my businesses would not exist allowing me to live my Franchy dreams. Lovelies writing and getting paid for it has always been a dream of mine. Back then only my sister Patricia would read my perfectly imperfect Franchy words. I would write in my notebooks and put my Franchy dreams away in a box. My dream was partially realized when I join the poetry club while in Canarsie High School. I was able to share my poetry with other like minded teenagers at that time. We would also go on trips where I would read to other people. My first time I got publish was when I was 12 years of age when I won the writing contest for my school. Needless to say writing is and will always be part of who I’m. With that said from time to time expect to see some poetry and little Franchy pieces of me stories. Nevertheless the regardless the theme will always be self love and loving all your perfect imperfections. I’m sure after going through the content of my website you notice some things not normally in other weight loss/self love blogs. I’ll have you all know that is absolutely intentional I love being different. Likewise your very own self love journey is also only specific to you. There is only one you and what a wonderful person you are.

Our Perfect Imperfections.

That is right I’m perfectly imperfect I have made a lot of mistakes in my perfectly imperfect life. I’m sure I will continue doing so as time goes on. My most notable mistakes of meeting the wrong guys and giving my sweet heart to the wrong Beautiful Sweet Soul Angels. For example, the African men I met while streaming on You Now who was just using me. I used to be ashamed at how naïve I truly am but I realize I just really have a beautiful heart of hope. I love everyone. Nonetheless I have learn to be more careful with whom I give access to my sweet heart. Lovelies never be ashamed of your perfect imperfections it is ok to make mistakes and to not be ok. We are all perfectly imperfect and that is truly madly deeply beautiful.

My Beauty

Yes I know I’m an attractive women though I did not always see my very own natural beauty. Which in-advertly created this beautifully wonderful site. Lovelies I’m a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. For instance I needed to put on the weight so that people would make fun of my body making me feel bad enough to want to help other Lovelies going through the same thing. On our self love month I wanted to reiterate that no this blog is not just about losing weight or loving ourselves. This web-blog is about all our inner demons that hold us back from living our very own happily ever after’s. So Lovelies when you come here expect the unexpected. To be honest my content is all over the place just like me and that is ok. Nevertheless love yourself and all your perfect imperfections is always my special Franchy message to you.

There Is More To Come.

Ya Lovelies I’m currently updating this site for the better. To mark our 6 years of being online. May we truly madly deeply have many more years. I would love to know what you think. Drop me a line or two. ????

2021 FRANCHYS IMPORTANCE OF BEING TRUE TO YOURSELF.

The Continuation:

Amandaz called out her sweet mothers voice. Yes Momma. Someone very special is on the phone for you. I smiled brightly it is my love Joshua. I quickly jump of my bed and headed straight into the living room and took the phone out of my mothers hand and said thanks Mom. Hi baby how are you? I said excitedly into the phone. I’m doing great babes was just writing in my daily journal. Oh dinner tonight? Sure I would love to. What time will you come pick me up? Oh ok sounds good baby I will be ready. See you soon. Suddenly my Mother pokes her head into the living room. So I guess you wont be joining us for Grandmas special casserole tonight my Mother asked with a great big smile on her face? It’s ok I know Joshua only takes my Princess to the finest restaurants. Just make sure to be home before 12am. Otherwise your Dad will never let you hear the end of it. I smile and said I know Mom and kiss her good night. Then I slowly went back into my bed room. Ugh no privacy I thought and fell back onto my bed. Now just what ever shall I wear?

Story 2 Part 2 Amandaz and Joshua Happily Ever After Awaits.

Interlude:

Amandaz finishes up on her final makeup appliance. She smooths down her golden dress and gives a final glance over from her full length mirror. She looked absolutely beautiful tonight. She took special care with her appearance tonight as she has not seen Joshua in a while since he was on a business trip in China. She grabs her purse and hurriedly places on her grandmas ring for good luck. Wish me luck grandma she whispers as she closes her bedroom door behind her.

As she walked into the living room she saw her mother intently talking and laughing with Joshua. It’s as if they are already married and he is part of the family. When Amandaz walked in they both suddenly stopped talking. I’m ready Amandaz said with a big smile. Joshua returned her smile and kissed my mother on the check as she said have fun you two. When we were safely in his car he kissed me passionately and held me tight. When we finally parted he said I looked beautiful as always and my heart melted. The drive in itself was not too long I’d said about 25 minutes away from my house. He came out first and open my door for me and help me out of the car. Joshua is truly madly deeply a gentleman that is why I love him so. For example, when we were both young children he asked me for my permission first before he kissed me. Furthermore through out our long standing relationship he has always been kind and respectful of me. Joshua places his arm into my left arm and asked gently are you ready to go? I said yes excitedly. Here you go sir table for two our finest location just as you requested said the Waiter. Thank you Joshua said and secretly handed the man some cash in his hand. Thank you sir if there is anything else I can help you with I will be at the front desk. Enjoy your meal you two the Waiter smiled then walked away. Wow I said smiling this place is truly amazing you spoil me so much baby. Oh there isn’t anything I wouldn’t do for you my love. I will do a lot more after we are married I promise you that. Before I got a chance to respond the most beautiful women came to our table and asked if we were ready to order? Yes he said smiling. She will go first. Um I cleared my throat a bit caught of guard. I will have the Clam Soup and Salad please. I will have the same he reiterated. Awesome choices you two anything to drink? Yes we both will have Pepsi Soda please. Great I will be with you two soon and she walked away. Joshua begin laughing shortly. What I stammered? What is so funny? You are he responded. What are you talking about babe? You are the most beautiful women I ever met that Waitress has nothing on my baby. I smiled sweetly knowing I have the most amazing man. I just don’t get you baby. You truly don’t see how beautiful and special you are. I just want you he kisses my hand softly. We will marry soon and you will have my children. What about my shop babe? Baby he said gently I have a really good paying job you don’t need to work ever. I will take care of you and the children. But babe that is my dream and my passion I really want to create my very own happily ever after (ya again putting my very special Franchy touch). Amandaz he looked deep into my eyes is that truly madly deeply what you want to do baby? Yes babe I have to be true to myself and do what I love. Ok then as your husband it is my duty to support you in whatever that makes you happy. I love you baby. I kissed him passionately and said I cant wait to be your wife.

The Faithful Decision:

Amandaz looked anxiously down the flower way that she herself will soon be walking down. Her entire family is here waiting to see Lings (my mothers name) eldest daughter make her faithful decision that will change her entire livelihood. Growing up she didn’t have much her family was really poor until she started dating Joshua. He loved her and no longer wanted her to suffer so he made plans for his family to help my family. His dad offer my dad a job so that my father could better care for his family. From that very moment I was destined to be his wife. My perfectly imperfect life set for a truly bright beautiful blue future. The only thing that was just for me was the shop I promised to create in my grandmothers memory. Last month Joshua brought me the shop and now my dream is coming true. All that is left is for me to be his wife. Are you ready darling my dad asked taking my left arm into his? Yes Daddy I’m. At that very moment the music begin playing and everyone stood up looking at me as I walk down the beautiful flower way. Nonetheless all their faces melted away and all I could see was Joshua with the biggest smile on his face. I looked into his eyes and he mouthed I love you. My dad placed my hands into Joshua’s and took his seat next to my mother. We are gather here for the beautiful sweet union of Joshua and Amandaz. This love so pure and innocent may it last for eternity. Joshua do you take Amandaz as your wedded wife to have and to hold for better and for worse for as long as you both shall live? I do he said smiling. Amandaz do you promise to be there for Joshua to have and to hold for better and for worse for as long as you both shall live? Yes I do I said smiling looking directly at Joshua with so much love in my heart. By the power given to me from God I pronounce you husband and wife. Now you may kiss your bride Joshua. He let go of my hands and pull up my vail. He whisper you look so beautiful as he kissed me softly and everyone stood up clapping their hands together and cheering us on.

The After Glow Of Sweet Love:

Amandaz phone my sweet mother said. I took the phone from her and kiss her lightly on the check and said thanks mom. Hello oh hi baby how are you? I’m doing ok baby business is good praise God just that I’m so tired being that I’m pregnant and all I said teasingly. Ya I’m due next month so soon my mother is going to have to take over the shop for me as I rest. When will be home baby I’ve missed you? Then suddenly I hear how much is it for this mam? I turn around quickly and see Joshua holding some flowers and a box of candy. I hanged up the phone and ran straight into his arms. You know there is no way anything can keep me away from being there for the birth of my first child Joshua said excitedly. I responded by kissing him passionately. By the grace of God the next morning I was in the hospital surrounded by my entire family to welcome the newest member of the family. He will be loved and thought to always be true to himself no matter what. Have a very lovely day Lovelies. I truly madly deeply hope I inspire you all to live your dreams no matter what.

2021 FRANCHYS IMPORTANCE OF BEING TRUE TO YOURSELF.

Sometimes one have to truly madly deeply believe that someday soon rather all their hard work will eternally lead all Beautiful Sweet Soul Angels to their very own happily ever after now and forevermore. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel truly live the life that you always wanted. Don’t dream your life live your dream forevermore. Sweet Lovely let neither your sex nor your fears hold you back from your wonderfully beautiful blue dreams of hope . For the truth of the matter is that men or women we are truly love equally by God and we are all worthy of all the happiness of the world no matter what. Be blue be you mmmmmmmmmm ya. I love you Sweet Lovelies.

Story 2 Amandaz and Joshua Happily Ever After Awaits.

Today I take you to the beautiful country of Singapore rich in its culture and wonderful beautiful traditions. Meet Amandaz a beautiful Singapore women with many beautiful wonderful blue dreams. She knows she was meant to be a great wife and mother nevertheless she also have a dream of opening her very own shop and running a successful business. She have meet the love of her life Joshua and they are making plans of a traditional Singaporean wedding. Joshua wants to lavish Amandaz with many gifts of eternal happiness. He will be the dutiful husband and work and care for his family. He constantly counsel Amandaz about not needing to open her very own business. Will Amandaz give way to tradition and leave her dreams behind on the merry go round of broken dreams or will she live her dreams? Lovelies lets see if Amandaz stay true to herself mmmmmmmm ya.

Prologue:

Amandaz has just finished her daily chores of house hold cleaning. While her other siblings has decided to go out for some fun out in the near by neighborhood. She has elected to do yet another journal entry. She wanted to add more details about the shop she wanted to built in the memory of her lovely grandmother who died just last year. Her grandmother always reminded her she can be whomever she wanted to be as long as she is willing to truly put in the effort. Nonetheless her mother did not have as much as a beautiful open mind as her grandmother. She just wanted her beautiful daughter to find a nice man to take care of her. Needless to say when Joshua her long time boyfriend finally proposed she was thrill and doing the happily ever after dance. Now Amandaz is excitedly waiting for her beautiful wedding at least that is what everyone else thinks ya.

Lovelies we all want to make our families happy and proud of us even at times closing our beautiful blue eyes to our very own sweet dreams. Nonetheless we all only have one life to live. We can’t always make everyone happy by neglecting our very own happiness. Life is far to short not to create our very own happily ever after’s. Don’t dream your life live your dreams Beautiful Sweet Soul Angels.

2021 FRANCHYS IMPORTANCE OF BEING TRUE TO YOURSELF.

The Continuation:

Muahahhaahhaahah she kisses him back with such great passion as her heart beats a little faster. It’s amazing how he still have this effect on her after so many years. Their love whisper singing the most beautiful song ever mmmmmmmmmmm ya. Ready to go on our daily walk darling to help create our very on perfectly imperfect bodies (ok ya including my very own Franchyness)? How cute is that? Very cute I truly madly deeply presume. Ok Lovelies lets get back to our frantastic story. Sure babe lets go replies Kitiya as she accepts his hand of sweet love.

Story 1 Part 2 Katiya and Andrew Broken Promises Lonesome Whispers.

Interlude:

So they walk hands in hands talking about how their day was and what they hope to accomplish tomorrow if they are given a chance. As tomorrow is never truly promised to any of us.

Baby I have been thinking of a way to ease the stress of our impending wedding said Andrew with a hopeful tone in his voice. Oh she asked surprised by the sudden change of their heart to heart. Ya seeing all the conflict within your family about you marrying me have me really heart broken. Ya babe you know I hate fights Katiya offered. Lets stop all that Andrew said with a big smile on his soft red lips. Lets elope right now I have someone who will marry us. Seriously Andrew, listen to yourself. He suddenly stopped walking and take her hands into his. Listen Kitiya I love you so much that words truly can’t describe how I feel about you. I have never been more serious about anything in my young life. Every since you sat right next to me at art class I knew one day you would make me the happiest man in the world by becoming my wife. Aww Andrew your so sweet but what about our family you know they will kill us? Lol Andrew laugh softly I suppose it is not too late to also make some funeral arrangements for me. She giggle a little she always enjoyed Andrews great sense of humor. His ability to make her laugh no matter what she is experiencing in her very own perfectly imperfect life is one of the reasons she felled in love with him in the first place. I’m serious baby will you marry me now ? Asked Andrew with the most beautiful smile I have ever seen.

The Faithful Decision:

Is he serious she thought? He has the ring box right in his hands. He is ready to make me the happiest women in the world and give me his last name now and forevermore. Nevertheless I have to be true to myself and truly madly deeply love me. It all comes down to me. What do I truly desire? I look at Andrew. I desire him it has always been him since 1st grade. If my family truly cares and love me then they will want me to be happy. Creating my very own happily ever after with Andrew as my husband. Yes, yes, yes. I will marry you Andrew.

The After Glow Of Sweet Love:

I’m in the kitchen preparing dinner for a very special occasion. I’m pregnant with our first child and can’t wait to tell Andrew all about it. We have been married for 5 years and are very much still in love. Yes married life can be very difficult especially when we fight. Nonetheless we took our vows very seriously and we will never part he promise. Suddenly the phone rings it is Andrew with his very own awesome news he made it as partner for one of the biggest firms in New York. Always be true to yourself Lovelies and always follow your heart. I love you all. Have a great day.

2021 FRANCHYS IMPORTANCE OF BEING TRUE TO YOURSELF.

Sometimes all the whispers of last years past of broken dreams can truly madly deeply quiet any hopes and dreams you may have had. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel quiet the lullaby of broken promises forevermore. Don’t dream your life live your dream.

Story 1 Katiya and Andrew Broken Promises Lonesome Whispers.

Today we will explore the story of Katia from Russia . She is a beautiful Russian girl with all the friends in the world to tell her all about her natural beauty. She has recently been proposed to by the love of her life Andrew. She love him with all her heart the only problem is her friends and family thinks she could and should do better. Will Katiya stay true to herself or will she forever be lost in the mist of broken dreams while riding the merry go round of broken dreams?

Prologue:

I walk to my window and look across at my next door neighbor’s front porch. There sat a beautiful red headed girl. She has a beautiful hopeful smile on her face as she waits patiently for Andrew her long time boyfriend soon to be her fiancée. Then suddenly her blue eyes brighten as she sees the love of her life and wave him over.

Lovelies let Katiya take us on a lovely ride of self realization. She loves him so but dose she loves herself much more?

Franchys A walk To Remember.

Sometimes the simplest things are the most beautiful. The animals, the trees, and of course the great bodies of water that makes up our very own perfectly imperfect world are truly simplistically beautiful. No special auto fills just pure natural love. Why can’t that truly madly deeply be you Lovelies? Be one with nature and all your perfect imperfections. I truly madly deeply love you and all your perfect imperfections mmmmmmmmmm ya.

Hi Lovelies, how are you? I’m doing very well frantastic of course. I truly madly deeply hope you are all also doing awesomely well mmmmmmmmmm ya. World Fitters you know how much I love walking and creating my very own perfectly imperfect body. As a matter of fact the last few days of me being stuck home because of my women issues was truly madly deeply depressing. My mind was going crazy with desire to step outside and take a wonderfully beautiful breath of fresh air. Lovelies I’m truly not a home body. I love being out and about enjoying my wonderfully beautiful Franchy life.

Ya Lovelies I’m currently enjoying life doing all the things I truly always wanted to do. Like going to my secret place and enjoying the calmness of the water. Well usually that is. Today the water was not calm Lovelies and you know what it was absolutely so beautiful. The fishes were dancing in the water while the birds were trying to catch dinner. It was truly madly deeply a sight that I truly wanted to share with my wonderful family. Nonetheless every so often some things are made only for your beautiful blue eyes. Lovelies every so often taking out the phone can truly ruin a beautiful moment ya.

Lovelies I truly hope I have inspired you to take a break from whatever you are doing and go on your very own walk to your happily ever after. Take a special time to enjoy how wonderful naturally beautiful nature truly is. Have a sweet lovely day Lovelies mmmmmmmmmmm ya. Love you all so much ya.

FRANCHYS DAILY DOSE OF SELF LOVE DAY TO YOUR HAPPILY EVER AFTER.

Sometimes you can’t hardly believe it. Your blue eyes continuously blanking trying to see the truth. This just can’t be real you keep telling yourself over and over again. With last years past of broken dreams slowly slipping in with each self doubt playing in your very own perfectly imperfect mind. Good things happen to good people they just don’t happen to me you slowly try to reason. For instance I some how always end up on the merry go round of broken dreams. Beautiful sweet Soul Angel stop I said gently kissing your sweet soft lips. Forcing you to close your eyes to all the negativity that forevermore lives deep within your angel soul. Now open your blue eyes to all the beautiful wonderful possibilities. For anything is possible as long as you truly madly deeply believe. Don’t dream your life live your dream mmmmmmmmm ya.

صباح الخير (Good morning) World Fitters

How are you doing World Fitters? I’m doing very well thank you. For I have been given another chance and I truly madly deeply feel blessed. Nevertheless there are times when I don’t feel worthy enough. Like I don’t deserve such a good fortune. So much so I inevitably find a way to mess it all up. Not intentionally rather last years past of broken dreams just calmly help me slip into a sit on the merry go round of broken dreams. After all you become what you think about. For instance If you keep thinking something bad is going to happen then it probably will. Likewise what I mean is you can’t enjoy the rainbow if all you keep putting your concentration is on when the rain will start all over again. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel life is whatever you make of it. Life is a series of many choices. Each choice either leading you closer or farther away from your very own happily ever after. Believe it! It is very possible to live your very best life ever! Mmmmmmmmm ya. ?????????

Sometimes you can’t hardly believe it. Your blue eyes continuously blanking trying to see the truth. This just can’t be real you keep telling yourself over and over again. With last years past of broken dream slowly slipping in with each self doubt playing in your very own perfectly imperfect mind. Good things happen to good people they just don’t happen to me you slowly try to reason. For instance I some how always end up on the merry go round of broken dreams. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel stop I said gently kissing your sweet soft lips. Forcing you to close your eyes to all the negativity that forevermore lives deep within your angel soul. Now open your blue eyes to all the beautiful wonderful possibilities. For anything is possible as long as you truly madly deeply believe. Don’t dream your life live your dream mmmmmmmmm ya. Lovelies fears and failures are not real! They only interfere when your trust in yourself has subsided and given way to lethal self hatred. A self detrimention so great you tremble as all the broken promises are replaying over and over on the merry go round of broken dreams. How unfortunate this has happened during one of the coldest nights of the year. Nevertheless you are on an standstill. You can’t move even a finger. As you stare into your very own reflecting blue eyes of last years past of broken dreams. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel don’t let your fears steal away your beautiful blue dreams. Always believe in yourself. If you can’t manage even that how are you to create your very own happily ever after forevermore? Have a beautiful day lovelies as always . Mmmmmmm ya. ??????????????

Bye,

FRANCHYS DAILY DOSE OF SELF LOVE DAY TO YOUR HAPPILY EVER AFTER.

Sometimes the hardest thing you ever have to do is be honest to your perfectly imperfect self. Never lie about last years past of broken dreams. For I saw you last summers past at the merry go round of broken dreams. You were so beautiful nonetheless there was something truly madly deeply missing in your ocean blue eyes. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel never lie and be afraid of who you truly madly deeply are. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel your perfect imperfections are what makes you you. Always truly madly deeply be true to yourself. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel all the time believe in your dreams, believe in yourself. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel every so often you have to love yourself enough to create the happily ever after you always wanted mmmmmmmmm ya.

Bonjour (Good morning) World Fitters

Good day World Fitters how are you? I’m doing well and am truly madly deeply feeling blessed hope you are as well mmmmmmmmm ya. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel be your very own honest blue. World Fitters I honestly believe that the worst person you could ever lie to is yourself. Knowing the truth is truly madly deeply very important. You can’t continuously keep lying to yourself and expect to create your very own happily ever after. Rather instead of feeding into your very own perfectly imperfect imagination. Change the way you view your perfect imperfections. Lovelies you become what you think about. Think positively and always hope for the best no matter what. Of course it is always easier to lie. Nevertheless you do yourself a great deal of injustice by withholding the truth. The truth will come out one day and cast an infinite shadow of self doubt. One lie can make you lose everything is it worth it?

Sometimes the hardest thing you ever have to do is be honest to your perfectly imperfect self. Never lie about last years past of broken dreams. For I saw you last summers past at the merry go round of broken dreams. You were so beautiful nonetheless there was something truly madly deeply missing in your ocean blue eyes. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel never lie and be afraid of who you truly madly deeply are. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel your perfect imperfections are what makes you, you. Always truly madly deeply be true to yourself. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel all the time believe in your dreams, believe in yourself. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel every so often you have to love yourself enough to create the happily ever after you always wanted mmmmmmmmm ya. Lovelies for a great amount of my perfectly imperfect life I have been lying to myself. Making perfectly imperfect excuses when the truth was always obvious. Lovelies I’m very different and special and every aspect of my perfectly imperfect life has been affected. Yet for so long I just didn’t want to admit the obvious because of fear. I’m sure some of you can relate it is much more easier to live in fantasy land of hope rather then face the truth. Some of us prefer to numb ourselves just so we wont have to deal. Nevertheless inevitable life happens and you have to react. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel I will always be here for you. Face your fears don’t run from your dreams. Have a blessed day mmmmmmmmmmm ya.

Bye,