Hi Lovelies how are you doing? I doing alright really can’t complain ya. I truly hope you are having a frantastic day wherever you are in the world. Just a heads up to let you all know I will be going back to working outside my home. As I truly need to supplement my income. I realize that it is really never a good idea to put all your eggs in one whole basket. After all life happens now what do you do if that basket fell or something? Now your main way of supporting yourself and your perfectly imperfect family is truly madly deeply ruin.

You help me I help you mindset is always best.

When I first thought about starting my very own perfectly imperfect business I always believed that I just want to help my very own dreams grow. I don’t want to work for somebody else anymore making their dreams come true. Well now after some thought and a few years as primarily working own my own perfectly imperfect dreams I have had a change of heart. I always said there is nothing wrong working for someone. I still stand by that idea. Moreover I started thinking more practical I help you with your dream and you help me with mine. A beautiful wonderful blue partnership where everyone wins yay. That said I still am primarily self employed and will be so till the day I die. I just now also work to help other dreams grow.

I truly want to help, welcome back daily dose of self love.

Yes Lovelies the daily dose of self love are coming back with more great inspiration to help you through your perfectly imperfect days. It is my true hope that I do inspire you to live your very best life ever. Additionally there will be other posts to suite your fancy if the daily dose just doesn’t do it for you. As always I’m open to suggestions drop me a line and let me know what you truly madly deeply think? I truly love you all Lovelies have a blessed safe day in the world.

Bye,

Sometimes words are truly madly deeply not enough to suffice my very Franchy gratitude Lovelies. I truly appreciate all your loving support throughout the years that I have been online. As mention before this is our self love birthday month. Thank you for showing me much love. I love you too.

Truly Love You.

That’s right I do love you all truly madly deeply. Without you all my businesses would not exist allowing me to live my Franchy dreams. Lovelies writing and getting paid for it has always been a dream of mine. Back then only my sister Patricia would read my perfectly imperfect Franchy words. I would write in my notebooks and put my Franchy dreams away in a box. My dream was partially realized when I join the poetry club while in Canarsie High School. I was able to share my poetry with other like minded teenagers at that time. We would also go on trips where I would read to other people. My first time I got publish was when I was 12 years of age when I won the writing contest for my school. Needless to say writing is and will always be part of who I’m. With that said from time to time expect to see some poetry and little Franchy pieces of me stories. Nevertheless the regardless the theme will always be self love and loving all your perfect imperfections. I’m sure after going through the content of my website you notice some things not normally in other weight loss/self love blogs. I’ll have you all know that is absolutely intentional I love being different. Likewise your very own self love journey is also only specific to you. There is only one you and what a wonderful person you are.

Our Perfect Imperfections.

That is right I’m perfectly imperfect I have made a lot of mistakes in my perfectly imperfect life. I’m sure I will continue doing so as time goes on. My most notable mistakes of meeting the wrong guys and giving my sweet heart to the wrong Beautiful Sweet Soul Angels. For example, the African men I met while streaming on You Now who was just using me. I used to be ashamed at how naïve I truly am but I realize I just really have a beautiful heart of hope. I love everyone. Nonetheless I have learn to be more careful with whom I give access to my sweet heart. Lovelies never be ashamed of your perfect imperfections it is ok to make mistakes and to not be ok. We are all perfectly imperfect and that is truly madly deeply beautiful.

My Beauty

Yes I know I’m an attractive women though I did not always see my very own natural beauty. Which in-advertly created this beautifully wonderful site. Lovelies I’m a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. For instance I needed to put on the weight so that people would make fun of my body making me feel bad enough to want to help other Lovelies going through the same thing. On our self love month I wanted to reiterate that no this blog is not just about losing weight or loving ourselves. This web-blog is about all our inner demons that hold us back from living our very own happily ever after’s. So Lovelies when you come here expect the unexpected. To be honest my content is all over the place just like me and that is ok. Nevertheless love yourself and all your perfect imperfections is always my special Franchy message to you.

There Is More To Come.

Ya Lovelies I’m currently updating this site for the better. To mark our 6 years of being online. May we truly madly deeply have many more years. I would love to know what you think. Drop me a line or two. ????

The Continuation:

Amandaz called out her sweet mothers voice. Yes Momma. Someone very special is on the phone for you. I smiled brightly it is my love Joshua. I quickly jump of my bed and headed straight into the living room and took the phone out of my mothers hand and said thanks Mom. Hi baby how are you? I said excitedly into the phone. I’m doing great babes was just writing in my daily journal. Oh dinner tonight? Sure I would love to. What time will you come pick me up? Oh ok sounds good baby I will be ready. See you soon. Suddenly my Mother pokes her head into the living room. So I guess you wont be joining us for Grandmas special casserole tonight my Mother asked with a great big smile on her face? It’s ok I know Joshua only takes my Princess to the finest restaurants. Just make sure to be home before 12am. Otherwise your Dad will never let you hear the end of it. I smile and said I know Mom and kiss her good night. Then I slowly went back into my bed room. Ugh no privacy I thought and fell back onto my bed. Now just what ever shall I wear?

Story 2 Part 2 Amandaz and Joshua Happily Ever After Awaits.

Interlude:

Amandaz finishes up on her final makeup appliance. She smooths down her golden dress and gives a final glance over from her full length mirror. She looked absolutely beautiful tonight. She took special care with her appearance tonight as she has not seen Joshua in a while since he was on a business trip in China. She grabs her purse and hurriedly places on her grandmas ring for good luck. Wish me luck grandma she whispers as she closes her bedroom door behind her.

As she walked into the living room she saw her mother intently talking and laughing with Joshua. It’s as if they are already married and he is part of the family. When Amandaz walked in they both suddenly stopped talking. I’m ready Amandaz said with a big smile. Joshua returned her smile and kissed my mother on the check as she said have fun you two. When we were safely in his car he kissed me passionately and held me tight. When we finally parted he said I looked beautiful as always and my heart melted. The drive in itself was not too long I’d said about 25 minutes away from my house. He came out first and open my door for me and help me out of the car. Joshua is truly madly deeply a gentleman that is why I love him so. For example, when we were both young children he asked me for my permission first before he kissed me. Furthermore through out our long standing relationship he has always been kind and respectful of me. Joshua places his arm into my left arm and asked gently are you ready to go? I said yes excitedly. Here you go sir table for two our finest location just as you requested said the Waiter. Thank you Joshua said and secretly handed the man some cash in his hand. Thank you sir if there is anything else I can help you with I will be at the front desk. Enjoy your meal you two the Waiter smiled then walked away. Wow I said smiling this place is truly amazing you spoil me so much baby. Oh there isn’t anything I wouldn’t do for you my love. I will do a lot more after we are married I promise you that. Before I got a chance to respond the most beautiful women came to our table and asked if we were ready to order? Yes he said smiling. She will go first. Um I cleared my throat a bit caught of guard. I will have the Clam Soup and Salad please. I will have the same he reiterated. Awesome choices you two anything to drink? Yes we both will have Pepsi Soda please. Great I will be with you two soon and she walked away. Joshua begin laughing shortly. What I stammered? What is so funny? You are he responded. What are you talking about babe? You are the most beautiful women I ever met that Waitress has nothing on my baby. I smiled sweetly knowing I have the most amazing man. I just don’t get you baby. You truly don’t see how beautiful and special you are. I just want you he kisses my hand softly. We will marry soon and you will have my children. What about my shop babe? Baby he said gently I have a really good paying job you don’t need to work ever. I will take care of you and the children. But babe that is my dream and my passion I really want to create my very own happily ever after (ya again putting my very special Franchy touch). Amandaz he looked deep into my eyes is that truly madly deeply what you want to do baby? Yes babe I have to be true to myself and do what I love. Ok then as your husband it is my duty to support you in whatever that makes you happy. I love you baby. I kissed him passionately and said I cant wait to be your wife.

The Faithful Decision:

Amandaz looked anxiously down the flower way that she herself will soon be walking down. Her entire family is here waiting to see Lings (my mothers name) eldest daughter make her faithful decision that will change her entire livelihood. Growing up she didn’t have much her family was really poor until she started dating Joshua. He loved her and no longer wanted her to suffer so he made plans for his family to help my family. His dad offer my dad a job so that my father could better care for his family. From that very moment I was destined to be his wife. My perfectly imperfect life set for a truly bright beautiful blue future. The only thing that was just for me was the shop I promised to create in my grandmothers memory. Last month Joshua brought me the shop and now my dream is coming true. All that is left is for me to be his wife. Are you ready darling my dad asked taking my left arm into his? Yes Daddy I’m. At that very moment the music begin playing and everyone stood up looking at me as I walk down the beautiful flower way. Nonetheless all their faces melted away and all I could see was Joshua with the biggest smile on his face. I looked into his eyes and he mouthed I love you. My dad placed my hands into Joshua’s and took his seat next to my mother. We are gather here for the beautiful sweet union of Joshua and Amandaz. This love so pure and innocent may it last for eternity. Joshua do you take Amandaz as your wedded wife to have and to hold for better and for worse for as long as you both shall live? I do he said smiling. Amandaz do you promise to be there for Joshua to have and to hold for better and for worse for as long as you both shall live? Yes I do I said smiling looking directly at Joshua with so much love in my heart. By the power given to me from God I pronounce you husband and wife. Now you may kiss your bride Joshua. He let go of my hands and pull up my vail. He whisper you look so beautiful as he kissed me softly and everyone stood up clapping their hands together and cheering us on.

The After Glow Of Sweet Love:

Amandaz phone my sweet mother said. I took the phone from her and kiss her lightly on the check and said thanks mom. Hello oh hi baby how are you? I’m doing ok baby business is good praise God just that I’m so tired being that I’m pregnant and all I said teasingly. Ya I’m due next month so soon my mother is going to have to take over the shop for me as I rest. When will be home baby I’ve missed you? Then suddenly I hear how much is it for this mam? I turn around quickly and see Joshua holding some flowers and a box of candy. I hanged up the phone and ran straight into his arms. You know there is no way anything can keep me away from being there for the birth of my first child Joshua said excitedly. I responded by kissing him passionately. By the grace of God the next morning I was in the hospital surrounded by my entire family to welcome the newest member of the family. He will be loved and thought to always be true to himself no matter what. Have a very lovely day Lovelies. I truly madly deeply hope I inspire you all to live your dreams no matter what.

Sometimes one have to truly madly deeply believe that someday soon rather all their hard work will eternally lead all Beautiful Sweet Soul Angels to their very own happily ever after now and forevermore. Beautiful Sweet Soul Angel truly live the life that you always wanted. Don’t dream your life live your dream forevermore. Sweet Lovely let neither your sex nor your fears hold you back from your wonderfully beautiful blue dreams of hope . For the truth of the matter is that men or women we are truly love equally by God and we are all worthy of all the happiness of the world no matter what. Be blue be you mmmmmmmmmm ya. I love you Sweet Lovelies.

Story 2 Amandaz and Joshua Happily Ever After Awaits.

Today I take you to the beautiful country of Singapore rich in its culture and wonderful beautiful traditions. Meet Amandaz a beautiful Singapore women with many beautiful wonderful blue dreams. She knows she was meant to be a great wife and mother nevertheless she also have a dream of opening her very own shop and running a successful business. She have meet the love of her life Joshua and they are making plans of a traditional Singaporean wedding. Joshua wants to lavish Amandaz with many gifts of eternal happiness. He will be the dutiful husband and work and care for his family. He constantly counsel Amandaz about not needing to open her very own business. Will Amandaz give way to tradition and leave her dreams behind on the merry go round of broken dreams or will she live her dreams? Lovelies lets see if Amandaz stay true to herself mmmmmmmm ya.

Prologue:

Amandaz has just finished her daily chores of house hold cleaning. While her other siblings has decided to go out for some fun out in the near by neighborhood. She has elected to do yet another journal entry. She wanted to add more details about the shop she wanted to built in the memory of her lovely grandmother who died just last year. Her grandmother always reminded her she can be whomever she wanted to be as long as she is willing to truly put in the effort. Nonetheless her mother did not have as much as a beautiful open mind as her grandmother. She just wanted her beautiful daughter to find a nice man to take care of her. Needless to say when Joshua her long time boyfriend finally proposed she was thrill and doing the happily ever after dance. Now Amandaz is excitedly waiting for her beautiful wedding at least that is what everyone else thinks ya.

Lovelies we all want to make our families happy and proud of us even at times closing our beautiful blue eyes to our very own sweet dreams. Nonetheless we all only have one life to live. We can’t always make everyone happy by neglecting our very own happiness. Life is far to short not to create our very own happily ever after’s. Don’t dream your life live your dreams Beautiful Sweet Soul Angels.